Macrobiotic Life

How can we find ourselves in the culture of capitalism?
We are determined by the idea of ever rising GDP.
We are tied by the artificial value of money.
To grow GDP every year, it’s totally necessary to consume, to throw out things for the reason that you can buy new – without consumerism, the present economic system couldn’t continue/prosper.
And we are totally determined by this present economic structure.
We agree to study deliberately, to become professional, to get a good job, to earn money, to spend money and to fulfil the dream of the stupid logic of the few idiotic leaders.
We are sheep, domesticated to create other sheep, to accept the present logic of the humanity, to accept the growing GDP logic, to accept the illusionary value of the paper money, to be stressed by the rules of the capitalism, to accept the masquerade of the political game.
Only when you have enough time, to study, to read, to question everything, you can start to see behind this curtain.
But it’s still very hard, because you are not learnt to question thinks – the educational system is in the favor of remembering facts, instead of critical thinking. When you do tests from the remembering of the hard facts, it’s also easier for the teachers to give you a grade, but it’s very hard for them, to grade you based on your critical thinking. So, just learn the historical facts, biological, economical… and repeat them – ok, a little bit freedom is given you to think, but this freedom is nothing compared to the totality of this Universe – we are still confined in the barriers of the dogmatic belief systems around us – the brain is able only to repeat the old.
It’s a very devil trap put upon us right from the beginning – that’s why I say, we are poor sheep – but I don’t blame us – who can blame the poor people that hadn’t time, or God given interest to ponder about things.
It’s like a Matrix and very few are lucky to see through it.
But when you start, when you get more glimpses, you can’t retrace – it’s impossible and you will struggle… you can get mad, or you can get braver, healthier, but only after a long inner/outer fight with the System – but return path is closed in the moment, you realise the basic logic, the core Truth that determines you – the Nature laws.
In the present families, they are making wars against each other for totally stupid matters – about proper education of their children (which is really devil education from the perspective of Nature, but your life becomes much harder without it in the present System), about brand of car, television, whatever… giving energy to maintain their phony social status, copying whatever is the present modern way of behaving – this all eats a lot of energy and logically, you have no energy left to question it all – you are lost in the Sheep land.

There are core things much more important than a good job, than a University education, than a proper marriage….
These things are hidden in a very simple things, so much simple, that our rational mind can’t accept them – again, because we were trained up so.
The simple things are found on the way of Heart – in the intuition, in the feelings, emotions – without questioning them with the mind if they are good or bad, if I can feel them or not, because it’s appropriate by the measure of present Sheep’s behaviour.
We need to trust in Ourselves, our feelings, emotions – but it’s very hard, it’s risky, we fear to stay immersed in them for a longer time – everything from the System gives you message that you are Unique, you are Different and causing you to fear, to return to the average behaviour.

Ahh.. what a Trap put upon us.. from our nearest to us – from parents, grandparents – we are poor repeaters – but you must still find hope in all of this, even when the logic says there’s no – as I said, the logic is very constricted, thinking in the barriers of the known only – the Heart sees much father and the Consciousness is the total Truth.

Who am I talking to anyway?

Most people on Earth are sleepwalking… living in a vast illusion.

Unwittingly, unknowingly, they participate in a worldwide agreement… to see reality a certain way.

Like a bizarre religion, facts may not have anything to do with this mass dream.

The hidden, unspoken ‘collective agreement’ about “the real world” is subconsciously worshipped as if it were the Will of God.

Stop self-identifying with your opinions.

We waste vast amount of PersonalEnergy in holding our self-conceptions.
It’s all about the available energy in the end.
Either you have enough for living fully, living your dreams, or you are running the rat race, in the circle, spending the energy to everything else but your dreams.

Self-identifying with your opinions is one of the biggest PersonalEnergy eaters!

You are not your opinions, realize this.
This is what Buddha and many others taught.
We are not our body, we are not our mind, hence we are not our ideas, opinions.
Easy up with yourself and don’t take yourself so seriously.

You invest a lot of available/potent energy to holding your self-identity.
You are trying to behave consistently, to have the same face each day before the world, before all the people that know you, but especially before yourself, before your EGO connectedness.
You are afraid to behave another way, to really follow your inner feeling, inner emotions.
You are stuck in the dead world of ideas about yourself.
You nurture your SelfIdentity daily, you feed it, like a personal Pet.

But you know what? This Pet theory, it’s not a joke.
Your SelfIdentity is really a living entity.
It is energetic being and it needs to eat, it needs attention.
Read Toltecs (Castaneda, Ruiz – Beyond Fear) – and you’ll get perfect explanations that our emotions are alive entities, feeding on our emotions.

Stop feeding it, nurturing it.
Stop identifying with your opinions.
Start to embrace other people’s world views, ideas, concepts.
Don’t feel attacked if they attack your old views, they are not attacking you, but your coat, your WorldViewGlasses, just your opinion.
This is how the people should think – to embrace these, that are different, that think for themselves, that are not part of the sheep herd.
Don’t be afraid to change your opinions from day to day, if it seems reasonable.
Think logically about other people’s views, be critical, open minded, allow yourself to think differently.
Try to ‘wear’ other opinions first before discarding them, before attacking other world views.

We are living in a big stupid DreamWorld.
Full of close minded people, holding their opinions, stuck in them.
Feeling attacked by other people’s ideas, religions.
Projecting fear around and poisoning other relatives, raising own children in this way – to fear, to feel lack, to take energy from others by the method of fight and fear, not by the method of love and courage.

When you stop identifying with your opinions – the results are:
You start communicating on the web more freely, more often.
You start putting comments to your favorite blogs, to favorite forums.
You start connecting with people in the real world.
You start talking instead of listening only.
Because you are not afraid what others think about you – because you are not your opinions!!

I know, it’s easy to read, but harder to achieve.
I have been there, reading, believing, but still afraid to express myself fully.
I am still learning, but I have gone a long way.
And I can tell you and 100% assure you – be brave and start practicing this MindShift immediately, now.
It will take some time, of course, few months – but you’ll get there – but it’s not about the End, it’s about the walking the Path.
The mind will shift to the new world view (egolessness, energy abundance, love) – the living entity will be cut from the emotional fuel.

And you’ll start to have available energy – start living your Dreams.

There’s nothing wrong with you, if you feel lack of energy, still desperately looking on your Dreams and still not getting them.
You feel bad for yourself, you feel you are weak, useless, unable to achieve your dreams.

But realize this VERY IMPORTANT energetic concept!
This is not fault of your CoreBeing at all, it’s not Your fault.
Don’t feel bad for yourself!
This “feeling bad” thinking is the mind trap, this is the “running in the circle” protractor.
Realize how logical it is on the energetic level.
You have exact amount of available energy – this energy can be regulated of course, the incomes are in your hands how you handle them, there are many ways – I am now talking about the outcomes.
It’s completely up to you, where you invest the available energy.
Because we are domesticated by society, we have no other option to think differently than investing this energy to fear, stress, SelfIdentity.
It’s nothing to feel bad for, to criticize yourself for.
It’s really complicated to see through this SocietyGame.
All energy in this SocietyGame is taken by your mundane jobs, poor partnerships, concurrent relationships, stupid amusement distractions (tv), lot of commercials provocating in you the need for material things.
It’s just how things are, nothing to feel bad for.
Now, realize this – the only way to get out from this trap is to love yourself for whatever you are – especially for this stupidity, that you played the SocietyGame so long.
But, be careful, you are not out of this game at all by seeing through this Game, you just know the doors now, but you are not out yet – I am saying this to protect you from a new MindTrap before you – you think you grasped it now and nobody can stop you – yeah, if that would be so easy – but reality is, you have grasped it, you will do your best now, but you still haven’t enough available energy to go through this door, to close them behind, to lock them – you will be many times kicked out from them – this is how things are in the energetic Universe – I am just preparing you for these up/down periods, this is the typical spiritual grow – remember, love yourself for whatever you are, whenever you are on the way!!
If you not loving yourself, you are wasting a lot of the available energy and closing yourself again to the “rat race”.
Only way how to gather the energy is to start loving Yourself.

Meditate, start connecting to your RealSelf, to the Observer in you.

Play the life with easiness, with grace, with love.
Play the life like a game, which it truly is!
Don’t stress about other people opinions, moods, behaviors.
But don’t be also passive – change things, but with inner calmness.

You are not your opinions (and many other things)!

Start commenting to blogs and forums that you like to read.
Start giving instead of consuming – the more you give, the more energy you get.
Kick out the biggest energy eaters from your life.
Don’t hold the old relationships based on fear, based on the past times.
Or don’t kick anyone, just stop feeding them with your energy, don’t allow them to eat your portion. But when you do this, very probably, many of them will be angry to you, because they suddenly stop getting the feed from you.
Be kind with them – they are just addicts as we all are.
But stop prolongating this stupid SocietyAddiction.
Read Miguel Ruiz – The Four Agreements – it’s a perfectly practical set of things how to raise your energy. But most important, don’t only read, PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE!
Express Abundance.

Love you

I would like to present you the Lesson 1 of the Non-compliance lectures!
Watch the video, watch it very closely, focus, watch it more times if you need.
Watch the sheep, the movements, the perfect stance, the determination, the courage, the vitality, inner braveness, strong muscles, sharp focused eyes

Yeah, the dog seems like enjoying it. Nevermind, this is the first lesson. Sheep is not perfect, but she is practicing, learning. It will get better, just keep practicing.

Hehehe

It has been three days since I started watching these totaly awesome videos!
And it changed my last days completely.
Opened me eyes – really big.
Gave me a LOT of informations to think about.
Kicked me right in the butt and made me deeply think – to rethink many of my old beliefs.
I like when this happens to me.
The more you know, the harder it is to be influenced in this way.
To have this brilliant feeling of “aha” moment.
To find a new belief model, idea that you can implement into your old beliefs.
But the biggest experience is waiting at the doors of “no belief systems at all”.
The doors of “throw all belief systems away”.
The real religion begins right at the next doors, that are very very close and their title is “throw away your religions too”.
Belief nothing, because belief is the mind concept.
You are not your mind.
You are much bigger.
All is just an illusion.
Matrix is everywhere, Neo

Am I on a drug? Am I totaly manipulated by the dark side? Hehe.
What I am talking about?

This is IT – David Icke – Melbourne 2009 – 46 videos – 8 hours of pure enlightening informations!

I have seen Zeitgeist, I have seen Esoteric Agenda, I have seen many movies and videos over the internet.
But this huge video set is much more important for me.

It’s no about believing it all. It’s not about watching without thinking.
Watch it, ponder on it, experiment with it and get inspired with it to some action.
Any action is better than no action! If you are not taoist monk, who leaves all work to Nature

I am joking with this post a little.
I am really into this stuff now.
Because I am after 3 days of watching this whole set.
But it has a huge impact on me, on my thinking.
It helps me to connect a lot of life puzzle again.
And David is a good dualistic thinker, I have found many informations for my yin/yang thinking – they are everywhere and if you think in yin/yang terms, it can simplify and help you understand a lot of theories much deeper.